farewell to koko & unting..T_T

Meow,meow,meow..

thats the very last moments im hearing them crying 4' let me stay with u'..huhu

sedeynyer x terkata la..

Last nite, me & angah followed our parents to nearby restaurant in taiping in order to throw away our sweet cats..koko & unting..

to hear them cryg 4'meow,meow,meow=save me please..i guess..'is really touched me..but what cn i do..

they always hv their stool on the roof & later our servant juz push the stool with water & of coz it will landing in front of my mom & dad's room which is very unhygenic & the smell really unbearable..

i understand they knw me & angah's feelling bout the cats..

but i also understand how they felt when guests come to our house & smell that thing..its really bad..

besides,im no longer will be staying in malaysia 4 a long period as me & angah will travel back to egypt in about less than a month..

perasaan sebak tu memg ader tp dah lumrah idup kan..

life must be go on..

im really hope they can survive out there..also sempat cr tempat tuk melahirkan anak2 mereka nanti..

dpt la mereka mknan yg enak2 & x kena kejar dgn anjing & gado with another wild cats..

susah nk lupa how they angry & scared when we bring them in the car last nite..

the moment me n angah hug them n kiss them 4 last time,they seems to calm & some how understand..

i told them -sabar ye syg..akhirat nanti kita jumpa lg insyaAllah..jg dr n anak2 lek lok yer..along syg koko..along syg unting..-

sedey sgt..even im writing this with tears in my eyes..huhu T_T

ya Allah,smoga Kau permudahkanlah urusan & kehidupan my koko & unting..amin..

after this mungkin nasib si kenit,atan n kontot lak..

i hv no words to say anymore..tears please control urselves & hati tolong la mengerti yer..=(

huhu

T_T

my unting..

love u unting

love u koko..

my koko..

Sumtimes im lazy, i get bored
i get scared, i feel ignored
i feel happy, i get silly
i choked on my own words
i make wishes, i have dreams
& i still want to believe
anything could happen in this world
for an ordinary girl
like me

q{>_0}p

---

TQ I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR COMMENTS

---