owh my heart please be strong! hwaiting!!

 

 

sometimes when something happen i really just wanna be alone..thinking how life can affect me so much..

i wish i can be with my best friends at the same time..i wish i can talk & make them listen to my problems although its only small matters..

but i don't get those chance..cause i am far away & they are too busy..

 depression always made me sad..it even more sad when there is no one that understand myself & no one i can talk freely to..

here i am in LEARNING process..i did TRY my very best in doing anything..

i just wish that people can see my work, realizing that its really not that easy for me to change & maybe some day i can be as EXCELLENT as u r..

& i do hope i can just be myself without any worries..sometimes when people silence it doesn't mean they  have nothing to say it just that they wanna be more tolerate and good listener or maybe they simply don't know how to start talking to..

people change..i wish i can be better..

maybe we already think we are good but here come a person that may think u r not & start to make u feel negative..

well, it maybe true u need to change for better at some point but maybe the only thing u need to do is stay strong & just coolly accept whatever they talk or see bout u..

i need to think POSITIVE & feel POSITIVE..

p/s-wish anyone that read my post here will get me in the mood back..wish u can give me some booster/advices so that i am not in stress & sad anymore..i am not gonna give up trying..its really hard to please everyone but i guess the least i could do is to make people surround me & myself happier..

thanks for reading..

=)

 

Sumtimes im lazy,

i get bored i get scared, 

i feel ignored i feel happy, 

i get silly i choked on my own words i make wishes, 

i have dreams 

& 

i still want to believe anything could happen in this world for an ordinary girl like me

q{>_0}p

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TQ I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR COMMENTS

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Random Memories in Sweet February~~~

its a new day of new month-March-

this year-2012-is really special as it has 366 days rather than its usual days-365-

its LEAP YEAR due to our sweet 29th day in february..=)

it occurs once in 4 years so its really special & yeah we have to wait another 4 years to have this date again..

i think this year's Feb really awesome..

for so many reasons the most fantastic one is that it is my birth month..hehe

after my final exam for sem 5 ended which is at the end of Jan, me & my friends follow university trip to Pharaonic Village..here we gained a lil bit more knowledge bout Egypt & its ancient time..it was so cool & the food served for us also not that bad..

Then, on 1st month of Feb,we went to Cairo International Book Fair..this carnival is 1 of the biggest event held every year during winter break moments..well, i am so attached to books & so i'll not miss it..hehe..we had great time buying & searching medical & fictions books we wanna buy..

0n 5th Feb its my birthday! hehe..okay today i gained another 2 behind my another 2 of age..

well, me & my friends are supposed to have vacation to Mount Sinai-Dahab but due to safety problems here it was cancelled..so sad but fortunately we set another plan which is to Dumyat..we had seafood for our lunch & dinner..it was awesome..haha..its not easy to get seafood especially in Mansoura as they are so expensive but here is our luck in Dumyat-it was so cheap..we did went to the beach snapped many photos & then went back home happily..hehe..

ooo i just wanna thanks all my friends & family members & anyone who wish me & gave me birthday presents..such so many surprises..i received a lotzzz this year..some even from European country..kumawo yo..

>_<

before i ended up my sweet randomness of my February..the last additional moments of my happiness is my result..alhamdulillah i did pass..shukran awi2 to ALLAH..for all my parents, family members & friends pray..i am really grateful..thanks so so much..

lets give our very best in the next sem..hwaiting minna san!!!

WE CAN DO IT!

=)

Sumtimes im lazy,

i get bored i get scared, 

i feel ignored i feel happy, 

i get silly i choked on my own words i make wishes, 

i have dreams 

& 

i still want to believe anything could happen in this world for an ordinary girl like me

q{>_0}p

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TQ I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR COMMENTS

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